And the stress keeps piling on

It's hard not to stress when you're surrounded by pregnant women. I'm thinking and reading about IVF like all the time.

It's my CD 4 and hubby said I should give CLomid another go for the last time since we still had the pills. So I took 100mg of Clomid last night, but truth be told - I'm so, so reserved for this cycle. No hopes at all. I feel devastated.

I just can't wait to try something else. The only good part is that my period came after only 27 days. I'd say this is the earliest it's arrived without using BCP since the last year. Hubby says that it's a good sign. And he's hopeful for this third round of Clomid. Well, only Allah knows best..if He sees fit to provide us with zuriat, inshaallah it will happen. :)

CD 12 : 2nd Clomid cycle!

So after Duphaston, AF came and brought along a few friends, if you know what I mean. CD2 and CD3 was horrible, I had no cramps (yay) but i had to go back home for bathroom breaks because there was just TOO MUCH of everything. Yucks.

Sorry there was no TMI alert!

But now I'm on my CD12. I took my Clomid 100mg from CD3 till CD7 and now we're back to doing the deed. Had a temperature drop two days ago and a positive OPK - that was on CD10. Is that too early? I'm wondering if it was a false positive due to the Clomid.

Anyway I'm arranging for an appointment with Dr Natasha next Friday. To discuss our future plans and our blood test results too. That will be our CD17. Maybe I should do a blood progesterone check on that day? Hmm..I'll ask if that's a good option.

Actually I'm really keeping my hopes low for this round. I actually thought the first cycle was going to be the only cycle but now I'm doubting every step - like did I even ovulate with Clomid? Because of PCOS and CLomid and false OPKs. Contemplating buying a saliva ovulation test - the ferning test. It costs RM128! If this round is a bust, then I'm definitely doing that next round.

Baby dust to everyone!